.Wednesday, October 27, 2010 ?
whattttt ._.
y'know all my achievements're in HUMANITIES and LANGUAGES ._.
and i'm planning on going for TRIPLE SCIENCE.
my languages this year ok i guess. LA A2, as usual. I suck. 3rd lang obviously pulls me up ._.
andthen humans= another thing in total.
like from sec 1 i've always been aiming for 85 all the way :/ and i was very disappointed when i got 82 for ca2 (this is a PERSONAL thing) like ca1 85 sia (FPS is not rubbish in this case) 89 and then got this 82.
AND SO I PROMISED MYSELF I WAS GOING TO GET 85 FOR EOYS then overall 86.
BUT THEN WHAT ON EARTH HAPPENED TO MY STUPID GEOG. MY GEOG HAS NEVER DIED SO MUCH BEFORE.
and SO HERE I AM! STUCK WITH THIS SUCKY A2 EOY MARK AND 81 OVERALL.
way off my target.
thank you very much, sabrina lau hui ling.
math and science tomorrow, i'm not too worried. i HOPE math 95 science AT LEAST PLEASE AT LEAST GIVE ME 90. PLEASE.
why did i not realise the importance of studying in primary school i really regret it. i was like this WAYWAYWAY SLACKER.
PLEASE GIVE ME 95 AND 90.
everyone says obviously i'm not a science-and-math-ish person like YANLI or XUANLI. THEN HOW COME MY LANGUAGES SO FAIL ._.
"blahblahblah BUT THEN YOU GOT THIS HUMANITIES VIBE!" "hmm. YOU GOING HP RIGHT YOU'RE LIKE THE HP KINDA PERSON" "NO! YOU OBVIOUSLY NOT A MATH-AND-SCIENCE PERSON HELLO! ALL THE MATH AND SCIENCE PEOPLE LOOK SO MUGGERISH. YOU NOT GONNA FIT IN THERE."
look and seem like a humans person ALSO NO USE. MY LA DIE. MY LA KILL ME.
MY LA KILL ME.
I DIE.
I HATE LA.
I HATE MY GEOG EOY WHY AM I SO FAIL.
I FAIL.
I SUCK.
i know i'm always saying this but I NEED SOMEWHERE TO VENT MY FRUSTRATION.
it's at times like this when i love how conveniently the caps lock key's placed on the keyboard.
SHOULD I GO MSTP OR NOT.
OR SHOULD I JUST DIE AND GO NORMAL AND NOT APPLY FOR SPECIAL PROGRAMMES.
missing interclass games (netball ._.) on 4th november
2nd november i've
1) ARTS MUSEUM VISIT- 11.30-2
2) MATH RESEARCH PROJECT PRESENTATION TO SEC 1S. (WHATTTT. WHY SO DAOMEI WHY OUR GROUP.)-12-2
3) FPS ENTIRE DAY PREPARATION FOR FINALS ON 3RD!-7.45-2
4) I GOT INTO JAP IMMERSION AND I CAN'T GO. BECAUSE OF FPS AND MRP RUBBISH.
why does every single dumb thing have to FALL ON THE SAME DAY.
3rd november i've
1) FPS ENTIRE DAY
2) DRAMAFEST ENCORE (IF we get in) 6.30 (but have to get there earlier obviously) TO 10. (how am i gonna get out of fps ._.)
3) AGAIN JAP IMMERSION WHICH I CAN'T GO FOR. ._.
4th november i've
1) FPS ENTIRE DAY
2) JAP IMMERSION (I DON'T WANT TO REPEAT.)
3) INTERCLASS GAMES NETBALL
4) something very importanti can't remember which I AGAIN CANNOT GO FOR.
fps briefing this friday, nihongo de asobou this saturday, fps timed trial next monday.
DRAMAFEST TOMORROW.
shika 2010 ensemble FTW <3
me, myself, my jap, my humans, my la, my chinese.
OHGOODBYE LIFE.
DO I GO TRIPLE SCIENCE OR MSTP OR DOUBLE SCIENCE
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE MY INTERESTS LIE NOW.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE MY TALENTS LIE. MY OVERALL ACHIEVEMENTS AND ACADEMIC RESULTS JUST CONTRADICT EACH OTHER.
I AM GOING TO GET 95 AT LEAST FOR 3RD LANG NEXT YEAR.
what am i doing with my life.
"YOU CAN'T LET SHIKA CONTROL YOUR LIFE!"
i think i'm not in the best state of mind now.
I SUCK.
please give me 90 and 95 PLEASE PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU WHO ON EARTH AM I BEGGING IDK ALSO JUST GIVE IT TO ME
to destress i shall go do some random quiz on blogthings or something.
I SWEAR THIS WAS A RANDOM QUIZ O____O anyway every single quiz i take that's related to this always gives the same result ._. i remember one was : "Um, you're a guy, right?"
WHAT RUBBISH IS THIS WITH THE GROSS OUT CONTESTS I DO NOT DO STUFF LIKE THAT
AND NO I AM FAIL AT VIDEO GAMES
You Are a Tomboy Girl! |
 Instead of flirting, you tend to pal around with the guys you crush on. And why not? You can hold your own in sports, video games, and gross out contests. Just make sure and surprise them with a touch of girlishness every once and a while. Then you'll be treated like the hottie you are - not like one of the guys. |
ARGH MATH SCIENCE.
ooh i like buttermilk :D
You Are Buttermilk Pancakes |
 Your prefer traditional, old fashioned foods. You shy away from anything fake, and you like meals with simple ingredients. It's not likely someone would find margarine or diet soda in your kitchen. Instead, someone might find a loaf of homemade bread baking or a soup simmering. |
i don't do the best i can, that's true ._.
You Are 60% Grown Up, 40% Kid |
 You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature. You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them. Whenever you feel yourself acting out, just stop. It's really that simple. Acting like an adult is all about doing the best you can. |
GREAT, I'M THE FONT I HATE MOST.
You Are Times New Roman |
 You are formal and conservative. You're concerned with how you appear to others. For you, maintaining a good reputation is important. You want people to trust you. Elegant and classy, you always maintain your composure. You are never crass. You are professional, competent, and upstanding. And it shows! |
??? WHY DO I ALWAYS GET THE WEIRDEST BLOGTHINGS
Your Heart Doesn’t Need Love Now |
 You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
I CANNOT WAIT FOR MATH AND SCIENCE.
You Follow Your Head |
 You're rational, collected, and logical. Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love. In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky. While you're cool, you're not ice cold. You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it. |
OHMYGOD HENGYIXIN LOOK HERE :D
You Are 88% Bipolar |
 You have some serious ups and downs, maybe to the point of endangering your own life. Consult a doctor to see if you may truly have bipolar disorder. |
...you know, right, that blogthings aren't reliable?
You Are Cheer Bear |
 You are naturally happy and upbeat... some people think unbelievably so. Your perkiness is 100% real. You are just a jubilant person who loves life. You always have a smile on your face. You choose to be cheerful and look on the sunny side of life. You know just what it takes to cheer someone up, and you're always happy to brighten someone's day. |
.. no one calls me sir you dumbo.
You Are the Very Gay Peppermint Patty! |
 Softball is the huge tipoff here... As well as a "best friend" who loves to call her "sir" |
ohyes i'm successful and a high achiever i'm sure.
You Are Bold |
 You are a total go getter. You aren't meek about speaking your mind and taking action. You are successful and a high achiever. You like to work hard, and you like the rewards that come with your success. While you are very career focused, you are also family oriented. You seek a balanced life. You have lofty goals, but you still have your feet firmly planted on the ground. |
??
You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age |
 You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself. You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years. |
Um. heehee.
You Act Like You Are 9 Years Old |
 You are a kid at heart. You never quite really grew up. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. Playful and fun, you bring a lighthearted attitude to every part of life. You're a little irresponsible, but your charm makes up for it (in most cases)! |
GO DIE, BLOGTIHNGS.
You Should Have One Kid |
 Having a child is something you'd like to experience, but you're not sure about a crew of kids. While there are downsides to having an only child, you would be able to devote all your resources to him or her. You want to be able to balance a family with your other goals, and that would be hard to do with a lot of kids. One kid is totally manageable for you. It may be a bit stressful to have a child, but it would be totally worth it! |
OHMYGOD THIS WAS ANOTHER RANDOM QUIZ BUT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D
You Are a Kidney Bean |
 You are an adaptable person, and you are easily influenced. You are open to change. You know how to fit in anywhere and always are a welcome addition to any group. You are tender hearted and easy to break through to. You don't have much of an exterior shell. You'll soften for almost anyone, and you give others the benefit of the doubt. You believe that people are basically good. |
enough for now. but i feel less stressed. THANK YOU CHERYL <3
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